Our Love is Everything

Love is the most important part of my life. I need to feel loved and I need to love others. Being able to love my girlfriend gives me the most satisfaction and fulfillment I've ever known. I don't know why so many are convinced this love could ever be bad. But I suppose it's because they've never seen it flourish in real life. My life would be nothing without love and I know the same is true for many others, my girlfriend included. Without her love, I couldn't make it through everything else. Without her love, I wouldn't have the strength to carry on each day. But when I am with my girlfriend and it's just us in our own little world, I forget about everything else so easily. I can't tell you how many mornings I wish could have lasted for eternity, just us lying together in bed, cuddling and giggling and touching and loving. Those are the best moments for me. I go back to them whenever I feel unsettled or unsure or unsafe. I remember those moments and I promise myself they will come again. They always do and every reunion feels like falling in love all over again. I can't wait until I get to feel my girlfriend's touch again. Feeling her skin on mine awakens my soul in ways I didn't know possible. I need to feel that sensation every day of my life. I need to feel my girlfriend's love and I know she needs to feel mine too. I love to love my baby. She gives me everything and I hope I can spend every second trying to give her everything too. I wish that everyone in the world could feel my girlfriend's love. I know it would change them as it's changed me. It would open their eyes to how beautiful life can be with the power of love. I wish so badly that the people of this world could find love in their lives that would give them the satisfaction they need to allow me to live my life in peace. If they only knew that my love for my girlfriend and her love for me are not a threat to them. Even in spite of those loveless people, our love continues to shine and withstand every attack. As hard as they may try, they cannot break us because I know for a fact that I won't let those things get to us. There is no true danger to me in this world as long as our love and our bond stay strong. I would give up everything in my life for my love with no hesitation. And I will do anything to ensure that we get to have this love forever. For, I know that as long as my girlfriend and I have each other, we will be safe and protected and happy. I could never leave her and I would never want to because there is nothing in this world that could ever make me feel the way I do when I feel my girlfriend's love and I know she can feel mine.  To me, Our Love is the biggest security blanket, the strongest superpower, the source of my greatest joy and fulfillment and the truest part of myself. Our Love is Everything and I promise I will never give it up.


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