Message from A "Brrrrrr" Girl

By Brrrrrr Girl

i don’t know how i am going to survive the rest of the winter, im freezing literally. my toes  and fingers cannot take this pain any longer, i long for the heat so bad at this point. I haven’t felt warm in days. i wish my heater worked appropriately because that would be a lifesaver. It feels like spring and summer will never come. Months away feels impossible. The winter of ‘24 might be the one to take me out for good, that’s how it feels right now at least. i’m so cold.

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